I'm a alterhuman, queer, neurodivergent weirdo. I like coding, crafts, embroidery, making art, and more. I listen to a lot of genres of music, including but not limited to breakcore, rock, r+b, hiphop, and micropop. i have some pretty interesting beliefs about how the universe works and WILL rant to you about it if prompted. this is the page where i'll be putting a blog and all my identity buttons, blinkies, and more.

i fucking love icecream so much

my gender is confusing... mostly because there isnt a label that fully fits me, so i had to make it up. and the term i came up with was Alterhumanflux. yeah, it sounds kinda stupid, but genuinely i couldnt avoid it. essentially, my gender is connected to each of my several alterhuman identities, which fluctuate together. cool, right?

Blog :)

02/11/2026- ok ok i know i havent updated in forever but like im embroidering medic on a post-it note for my beloved bestie Shaee. i have better things to do with my life than this ok. valentines day is coming up for the first time since i left my toxic ex so i really hope i dont think of her but like im a single pringle so chances are i will...

01/29/2026- last night i had a really weird dream. so my selfsona and spy were in this large auditorium. we were infiltrating this Barouque -esc organization. right before the assembly started, my dream cut to some good amount of time later, after we had been found out. we were in this park with a sign from the daycare i went to when i was little (no clue why this was there) for some unknown reason. hanging out maybe? idk. i dont like this guy, why would i hang out with him? anyway Mr Beast, the leader of the organization, came up to us with this kid toy -looking clipboard type thing. it had the organization's full name at the top (i only remember the abrreviation, EBM) and this big red button on it. he told us that if we signed this contract (which meant pressing the button) saying that we wont tell their secrets, we could live. i pressed the button and heard ticking in the sign, and knew we had been betrayed. i ran past the concrete walls of the park (why concrete?) into my old church's graveyard (other side of town irl), spy following me, and ran until we reached the house at the edge. the sidewalks were for some reason expanded to include cars on them, and we dove under a car parked on the sidewalk. turns out the bomb was a NUKE, which blew away the car. my subconticous went "haha spy is such a twig he'd fly away but u defo wont" so me being the big strong man i am (not) i had to hold him down. my arm broke from the force of the blast. we recovered our hearing unrealisticly quick, and i said my arm was broken and we should go to a hostipital, and he was like "..yeah." in that spy "obviously" tone (his accent is gone for that bit. idk why). so we went to a hospital (cue time skip again[no clue how he knew how to walk there]). next thing i know im sitting in a retro hospital room beside spy and hes like "well that didnt go as planned" and im like "yeah haha" as if were friends??? said this before but i really dont like this so guy so why are we friends in my dream wtf??? i think im brainrotted with tf2 and one piece wth is going on. also we had no radiation at all from the NUKE- mad unrealistic